My mind's blank.

When was the time I last wrote here? I can't remember. Writing seems impossible now, not that I don't have anything to write, I have LOTS to write, I must write a lot in fact, my endless academic journal entries always scream for my attention, they don't seem to decrease in number no matter how many pieces I have written and to be honest, I am tired of writing. My brain's fried. I need some fresh getaway from academic writing. At least for now. And thus, explains my presence here today. Ah, I miss updating my blog.

This gonna be one jumbled up update. My thoughts are so chaotic nowadays, I'm drowning in my own mind. Sigh. If only there's an organizer for the brain, I would buy hundreds.

1. Hmmm. Seeing you stirred a range of emotions in me, the ones I thought had long subdued, if not gone. I was restless. I panicked actually. I didn't expect I would see you there. In fact, that was the last place I thought I would meet you. I wish I have the ability to read mind. Not knowing is killing me.

2. I have 3 frikkin' tests this Monday. Yeah, this coming Monday. Oh, I just realized Monday is tomorrow. Why so cepat meh? Haiyooo. Sorry Research, but Sociolinguistics is far more important right now. How many topics I have to cover, again? -.-"

3. I have to modernize a fairy tale for my Creative Writing class. And I'm still not sure which fairy tale to choose, though I did download Rapunzel yesterday, but I'm not quite satisfied with it. I don't know why. Anybody has a suggestion for me?        

4. Next week is my mid term break. YEAY! <3

5. Sometimes, in life, you have to be selfish for your own sake or else, you'll be used by the people around you. Except for a certain group of people, the others don't really give a damn about you. Not so much. So yeah, be selfish when the situation requires you to do so. 

6. I really really need to shut down my lappy and go study and concentrate for at least a couple of hours, non-stop. And I should start now.

7. Err...

8. Yes, yes. I'm gonna stop here. Sayonara all.



P/S: This isn't really an update. I want to write more. And, please suggest me one fairy tale. Pleaseee!