Is it just me or we both feel the same way?

I feel like writing and yet I haven't got any idea what to talk about here. All I know is, the need of writing something must be quenched or else I'd be reckless for the whole night. So, it's now or never, baby ;P

If you read one of my previous entries before, something about me talking of a forbidden love, then you'll know what I'm talking about later. I admit, right now I am blissfully engaged to this particular person and I like it. I love the feeling I'm having now. I can feel the positive vibes surrounding all over me. That's supposed to be good, isn't it? Then, why I feel like there's something missing in my life?


Today... I accidentally found a photo of you being tagged by a friend of yours. I hovered over the link more than a minute it seemed, and the sudden ravenous feeling of wanting to see you is eating me alive! I can't bear to have that feeling, you know? It hurts me real bad just thinking that I can't have you for like...ever! =( And, that is why I set a distance between you and me. I don't want to get hurt by hurting myself with my own actions and I don't want you to get hurt by me.

Do you still remember, back then when we were way younger, we have this habit of waiting for each other just to chat online through YM. That's sweet, isn't it? Everyday, we waited for each other and you even woke me up during the hols just to make sure I won't miss you online. We even set times when was the best time to online and having non-stop conversation. We would talk for hours and I love the way you made me laugh with your stupid jokes and charmed me with your sincerity. I miss those moments, you know? Don't you miss them, too? Please tell me you do!



And now, it's just plain different. While we are living in the same environment, the same place to be exact, apparently there seems to be a barrier that separated us. It feels like we are in the middle of a peek-a-boo game. I look for you but you hide yourself away, and when you are there, standing in front of me, I run away. Silly, huh?

I wonder what really have happened to us. Why are we becoming more like strangers to each other? Can't we be just like before?








P.S. You're still my prince charming

Sudden realisation ;)

No matter how many times I may say it differently before,
One thing I realised for sure,
I'm very much indeed in love with studying! Lol~ =)

P.S. Yess... I'm your goody-goody two shoes friend, unfortunately! Lol~ =P

I'm holding on...

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating

In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning

P.S. "I don't want you to spend your life, waiting."

The Saltwater Room =D

A new song to listen and love! =)






P.S. Tenkiu Amin! ;)

The Time Traveller's Wife =)

Can't you believe this, I've actually got the gut to risk my study day and go watch the time traveller's wife movie in the middle of chaotic exam week and yet I'm still haven't done studying my foundation of edu! (''-_-)

Nvm tho..I never regret my decision to go against my typical attitude of goody-goody two shoes and go watch this movie instead coz this movie is the best, saddest, most romantic love story I've ever watched since...ever! Oh gosh! The movie didn't even reach its climax yet I was sobbing like a five years old girl been denied her luxury of ice cream. Lol~

What I like about this movie : First thing first, I'd like to congratulate the director or the scriptwriter or the editor or whoever lah who was responsible for coming up with a nearly perfect story line for this movie. The outcome is totally the exact opposite of the likes from Harry Potter movies *still kecewa dgn citer harry potter smpai skrg. the directors didn't do da justice to my fav magical story!* The first time I watched the trailer, I admit I was quite disappointed that Henry is played by Eric Bana *bcoz I'm not a big fan of him, tu yg kecewa sgt tuh..hahah~* Watching this movie has totally changed my view towards Eric Bana. He played that character so well dat he succeeded in making me see him as Henry, not as the real him. OMG! Tenkiu mr director! You've chosen the right guy for my henry.. =P And tenkiu to Rachel McAdams too for doing the justice for Clare Abshire. I'm so proud of you! Heheh.. =P The movie is magical just like the novel itself. Watching Henry time travels back and forth towards the past and the future, the opportunity to know the wife since she was small, the love Clare holds for Henry since she was six, the determination of having and saving their own child, make love in this story appears to be so sacred. I'm in lurveeee with this movie! Can't get enough, seriously!

What I don't like about this movie : The duration of 1 hour 48 min doesn't really do the justice to the story. There are so many parts that I think is important to the flow of the story isn't there in the movie so it seems quite shallow for those who haven't read the novel yet. The library part doesn't appear much in the movie, the part when Henry's boss finds out about his disease isn't there too. Gomez's feeling towards Clare isn't being potrayed well enaf, the same goes to Clare and Charisse's friendship. And the scandal Henry involved with before he met with the adult Clare, *lupa la nme character tuh* is missing too! I really want to watch it! Haiz..but nvm..Luckily the story line is still intact. *kalu tak kecewa giler kot..*

Overall, the movie is superb! A 4 star movie! *for me laaa..* =)







P.S For those who believe dat love is a magical thing, go watch dis movie! For my friends, u r required by me to watch it! No excuses! =P
I bought a new heel too! (^_^)

Final..examsssss...final...examssss!!!

Wish me lotsssss of good luck.!!
I really need it! =)

P/S : I Love You

Take too many pictures,
laugh too much,
and love like you've never been hurt before,
because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset,
is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.


omg! ilysm!

Sudden craving ;)

my boyfriend ;)

my

my

my cupcakes ;)

Hey, I want these!! I want, I want, I want!!! ;)







P.S. I'm in lurveeeee with my new post. Cute, isn't it? Lol~ =P

It's final destination... ;p

Yesterday was a total nightmare to me. No matter how much I like to travel, being swallowed in an ocean of people is not really a top in my list. And that what happened yesterday *sighs*
Forget this..this is useless! I've got so much better story to tell you..It's kinda funny actually and I never wish for it to happen ever again. Ngee~ ;)

So, my bus is at 9 pm and for 2 hours I spent at Hentian Putra last night, I was getting reckless and reckless! With crowded surrounding filled with cigarette smoke and slavessss, I just couldn't wait to get myself in the bus. At last, my salvation came. I was so excited to finally find my escapism from this "slave stuff", I was actually the first passenger to aboard the bus. Hahah~ ;)

So, I was seated at the upper deck of da bus (yup, it's double decker and I loathe it!) and I almost immediately after that I fell asleep. 10.22 pm, my dad called.

"Naik bus kul brape nih?"
"Err..naik kul td doh." *dlm hati,bkn ke dh bgtau sblm ni??*
"So, smpai dlm kul 2 la nih?"
"Erm..lebih kurang cmtuh la.."

To make the story short, I arrived at my hometown 1.30 in da morning, alone. My dad wasn't there yet so there I was standing all by myself. *takut giler weih!!* Upon my arrival, there was already a guy there *pakcik kot..x nmpk muka la* standing besides his car. At first, I tot he was waiting for someone from my bus, so I double checked and there was nobody around except for me and him. I was like, "Abah,cepat la datang!!" I'm not sure but I think the guy asked me like this, "Adik, nk pegi mane tu?" I didn't answer. I acted like I didn't hear him. He asked me twice kot, then I think I heard he was saying something like this, "Sombongye.." Ah, I dun care! I'm not going to talk with you unless my dad is here. But actually kn, my real reason of not wanting to answer his question was merely based on the story I heard before this that people can 'santau' you just by talking to them. OMG! Siyes takut mse tuh!!

My father was very late indeed to get there that by the time I spotted three people were crossing the road towards........me! *panic mode!!* I watched them as realised that they were a family; a mum, a daughter and a son. *relax a lil bit* But still, I didn't stay too close to them. Then two guys coming for me simultaneously. OH GOD! I can't even describe to feeling I had during dat particular time. Ok, so one of these guys sat to the right of me and d other guy sat next to the first guy in my story nih. Overall, there were 4 guys and 2 women.

Though, they hadn't do anything to me yet, I was getting uncomfortable there. Tibe2, the guy who was sitting next to me walked to me *i began to hug my beg tightly* and

"Adik,kalu nk gi K. Terengganu,kena beli tiket dlu ke?"

Reluctantly...
"Ermm..nak naik bus express ke?"
"Yela."
*dlm hati* ish,x logik betul la..naik bus express mane2 pun kena beli tiket dlu..ntah2, die nih nk wat something kot...siyes,dah pk bukan2 time nih"
"Ermm..slalunye kena beli tiket dlu."
"Brape ek harga tiket?"
*dlm hati* Ish..pak cik ni..takkan tu pun xtau..
"RM13.10"

He walked away and sat to the exact spot as before. Then suspicions aroused.

*dlm hati* Ntah2 diaorg nih komplot kot..
Saje je wat2 tak tau..
Yg da first guy tu mesti nk tau ade org dtg amik ke tak,
yg family tuh mesti nk wat aku rase mcm secure la..
yg pak cik tnye pasal tket tuh, mesti nk wat aku pk die tu somehow innocent ke ape..
bile je aku x alert, they must grab me,put me in dat car and drive away..
Argh!! tak nak2!!!!

*dlm hati* OK2...dun panic Ain.
So, what do u got with you?
Hurm..two bags, a pencil box, heavy books, purse, camera, mineral water, lip gloss, broken brooch, tissues, my VOICE!!
Ok2..stay calm,Ain. U've got more than enaf kot.

My plans if they do kidnap me (lol!) :
1. Swing both my heavy bags to them.
2. Ketuk2 my computer book (yg berat giler tuhh!) straight at their heads.
3. Kick directly in the middle of their groins. (Laki ke prmpuan ke, do the same!!)
4. Amik pen, then cucuk2 kt mata masing2 (hahah~)
5. Last but not least, JERIT as loud as I can

Luckily (for both sides I think), my dad arrived. Yeay! I let them watched me went into my dad's car and just to let they know I was already saved, I slammed the car door hard at their faces. Hahah~ ;)

Between me and you, there is L.O.V.E =)

Meeting you is the best incident that ever happens to me.

Knowing you is the best gift god ever gives to me.
But..loving you is the bestest of all! :)
I love you sweetie~

P.S. Tenkiu for being there with me when I need you most. Tenkiu for listening to my complaints and my confessions and everything I told you. Tenkiu for accompanying me today. Tenkiu for the movie, it was fun! Tenkiu for comforting me. Last but not least, tenkiu for loving me! =)