True Lies | Part 1

I was walking along the corridor with my head down, not really comfortable looking at anybody in particular. I got back to my college really late and one thing I'd like to do for sure was to lay down and rest! It was a bloody tiring day and I was kinda hoping that I wouldn't meet with anybody I knew. Not that I'm trying to be aloof or whatsoever, it's just I wasn't up for a chit chat as I was physically and mentally exhausted! So,yeah..I resumed my walk, with one hand carrying my dinner while in the same time, trying to balance my whole body with the heavy loads. That was when I met her. The one person I hadn't met for ages and there she was, standing right in front of me. I was shock, no doubt in that, but I was extremely overwhelmed with enthusiasm. Only god knows how much I miss her. So we talked and talked and I forgot about my tiredness and I swear, I thought things were just like before.


Unfortunately, circumstances happened. Back then, when we were still living together, we liked to talk about the future. Usually, it would be the two of us and sometimes, the other friend would join us too. We talked about marriage, children, work but mostly marriage la. Hahah~ :P :P We let our imagination ran rampant, thinking about the promising future. So much fun! However, it's never come across to my mind that future are meant to be unpredictable no matter how secure it may seem in the present. *sigh*








P.S. This is my 100th post! Yeay~~ :))

What the heck is happening to me?!

You know what, I think I want to make this official.
I'm freaking out!!
I'm freaking out!
I'm freaking out!
I'm freaking out!
I'm freaking out with my own eating habit! Gaaaahhhhhh~~ (''-_-)

I dunno what the hell get into me but I see myself as a new monster in the making...a giant one! Since the beginning of the hols, I just can't stop eating! I do indulge the fact that I love to eat and I know all those food are so into me (or else I won't be eating this much) but this my-so-not-normal-eating-habit-and-I'm-freaking-out-like-hell-now-but-I-just-can't-seem- to-stop-consuming-food is getting bizzare! Oh god, help me! :(





P.S. I'm thinking of getting myself a root beer float. Hurmmmm....

Is it just me or we both feel the same way?

I feel like writing and yet I haven't got any idea what to talk about here. All I know is, the need of writing something must be quenched or else I'd be reckless for the whole night. So, it's now or never, baby ;P

If you read one of my previous entries before, something about me talking of a forbidden love, then you'll know what I'm talking about later. I admit, right now I am blissfully engaged to this particular person and I like it. I love the feeling I'm having now. I can feel the positive vibes surrounding all over me. That's supposed to be good, isn't it? Then, why I feel like there's something missing in my life?


Today... I accidentally found a photo of you being tagged by a friend of yours. I hovered over the link more than a minute it seemed, and the sudden ravenous feeling of wanting to see you is eating me alive! I can't bear to have that feeling, you know? It hurts me real bad just thinking that I can't have you for like...ever! =( And, that is why I set a distance between you and me. I don't want to get hurt by hurting myself with my own actions and I don't want you to get hurt by me.

Do you still remember, back then when we were way younger, we have this habit of waiting for each other just to chat online through YM. That's sweet, isn't it? Everyday, we waited for each other and you even woke me up during the hols just to make sure I won't miss you online. We even set times when was the best time to online and having non-stop conversation. We would talk for hours and I love the way you made me laugh with your stupid jokes and charmed me with your sincerity. I miss those moments, you know? Don't you miss them, too? Please tell me you do!



And now, it's just plain different. While we are living in the same environment, the same place to be exact, apparently there seems to be a barrier that separated us. It feels like we are in the middle of a peek-a-boo game. I look for you but you hide yourself away, and when you are there, standing in front of me, I run away. Silly, huh?

I wonder what really have happened to us. Why are we becoming more like strangers to each other? Can't we be just like before?








P.S. You're still my prince charming

Sudden realisation ;)

No matter how many times I may say it differently before,
One thing I realised for sure,
I'm very much indeed in love with studying! Lol~ =)

P.S. Yess... I'm your goody-goody two shoes friend, unfortunately! Lol~ =P

I'm holding on...

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating

In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning

P.S. "I don't want you to spend your life, waiting."

The Saltwater Room =D

A new song to listen and love! =)






P.S. Tenkiu Amin! ;)

The Time Traveller's Wife =)

Can't you believe this, I've actually got the gut to risk my study day and go watch the time traveller's wife movie in the middle of chaotic exam week and yet I'm still haven't done studying my foundation of edu! (''-_-)

Nvm tho..I never regret my decision to go against my typical attitude of goody-goody two shoes and go watch this movie instead coz this movie is the best, saddest, most romantic love story I've ever watched since...ever! Oh gosh! The movie didn't even reach its climax yet I was sobbing like a five years old girl been denied her luxury of ice cream. Lol~

What I like about this movie : First thing first, I'd like to congratulate the director or the scriptwriter or the editor or whoever lah who was responsible for coming up with a nearly perfect story line for this movie. The outcome is totally the exact opposite of the likes from Harry Potter movies *still kecewa dgn citer harry potter smpai skrg. the directors didn't do da justice to my fav magical story!* The first time I watched the trailer, I admit I was quite disappointed that Henry is played by Eric Bana *bcoz I'm not a big fan of him, tu yg kecewa sgt tuh..hahah~* Watching this movie has totally changed my view towards Eric Bana. He played that character so well dat he succeeded in making me see him as Henry, not as the real him. OMG! Tenkiu mr director! You've chosen the right guy for my henry.. =P And tenkiu to Rachel McAdams too for doing the justice for Clare Abshire. I'm so proud of you! Heheh.. =P The movie is magical just like the novel itself. Watching Henry time travels back and forth towards the past and the future, the opportunity to know the wife since she was small, the love Clare holds for Henry since she was six, the determination of having and saving their own child, make love in this story appears to be so sacred. I'm in lurveeee with this movie! Can't get enough, seriously!

What I don't like about this movie : The duration of 1 hour 48 min doesn't really do the justice to the story. There are so many parts that I think is important to the flow of the story isn't there in the movie so it seems quite shallow for those who haven't read the novel yet. The library part doesn't appear much in the movie, the part when Henry's boss finds out about his disease isn't there too. Gomez's feeling towards Clare isn't being potrayed well enaf, the same goes to Clare and Charisse's friendship. And the scandal Henry involved with before he met with the adult Clare, *lupa la nme character tuh* is missing too! I really want to watch it! Haiz..but nvm..Luckily the story line is still intact. *kalu tak kecewa giler kot..*

Overall, the movie is superb! A 4 star movie! *for me laaa..* =)







P.S For those who believe dat love is a magical thing, go watch dis movie! For my friends, u r required by me to watch it! No excuses! =P
I bought a new heel too! (^_^)

Final..examsssss...final...examssss!!!

Wish me lotsssss of good luck.!!
I really need it! =)

P/S : I Love You

Take too many pictures,
laugh too much,
and love like you've never been hurt before,
because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset,
is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.


omg! ilysm!

Sudden craving ;)

my boyfriend ;)

my

my

my cupcakes ;)

Hey, I want these!! I want, I want, I want!!! ;)







P.S. I'm in lurveeeee with my new post. Cute, isn't it? Lol~ =P